EXPERIENCED

YOU'RE HAPPY. YOU'RE SMILING. YOU'RE LAUGHING.

YOU KNOW YOU ARE. BUT ANYHOW DEEP INSIDE YOU FEELS DEVASTATED. FROM WHAT? YOU NOT EVEN SURE ABOUT IT. IS IT BECAUSE OF YOUR PAST? OR IS IT BECAUSE OF THE BAD THINGS THAT U DO OR DID. OR IS IT BECAUSE YOU PUT ALL THE BLAME ON YOURSELF OF EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENING IN YOUR LIFE?

ALL THESE QUESTIONS PLAYS IN YOUR MIND SOMETIMES. ESPECIALLY AT NIGHT BEFORE YOU GO TO YOUR BED AND CLOSE YOUR EYES. YOU  LOOK UP STRAIGHT TO THE CEILING WITH EMPTY FEELING FOR A FEW SECONDS. AND BACK TO THE REALITY. LATER THAT, YOU START QUESTIONING YOURSELF. ARE YOU THE ONE WHO MAKE YOUR LIFE SUCH A MESS? 

TRUST ME, YOU WONT GET THE ANSWERS. I DID THE SAME EXACT THING MOST OF THE TIME BEFORE. TO BE ADMIT. I DO IT TOO NOW, SOMETIMES. WELL, TO FIGURE OUT HOW TO SOLVE MY PROBLEMS. BUT DON'T REALLY GO TOO DEEP OR YOU'LL END UP SO MOOD-LESS. BE POSITIVE. BE ALIVE. TRY TO BE ALIVE. PLAN YOUR DAYS. PLAN FOR YOUR FUTURE. DON'T LOOK AT THE BACK TO MAKE YOU SAD, BUT LEARN FROM YOUR PAST TO MAKE U WISER. I DID. AND IM GLAD. 

AND YOU, SHOULD DO THE SAME TOO.

"I MADE DECISIONS THAT I REGRET, AND I TOOK THEM AS LEARNING EXPERIENCES. I'M HUMAN, NOT PERFECT, LIKE ANYBODY ELSE" - QUEEN LATIFAH